IPTVMOBILE
I spend hours not being able to really see myself poster
Back to movies

Watch I spend hours not being able to really see myself in streaming IPTV

I spend hours not being able to really see myself

Who are we when we look in the mirror?

Year: 2023 DocumentaryDrama Runtime: 4 min

Overview

In a moment of deep crisis, I decided to recover to ease my pain. Sharing my thoughts and channeling them into a concrete product helped me make sense of my suffering.

Genres

DocumentaryDrama

Cast

Axel Quaranta

Axel Quaranta

ThemSelf

Similar titles

Dear Bowie poster
Year: 2023 Rating: 4.0

Dear Bowie

Flora Valverde, a non-binary student of Cinema and Audiovisual at UFPB, recounts in a video letter their experiences to their idol David Bowie, updating him on the events that happened after his death in 2016.

GEN_ poster
Year: 2025 Rating: 7.5

GEN_

At Milan’s Niguarda public hospital, the unconventional Dr. Bini leads a bold mission overseeing aspiring parents undergoing in vitro fertilization and the journeys of individuals reconciling their bodies with their gender identities. He navigates the constraints set by a conservative government and an aggressive market eager to commodify bodies.

Beautiful They poster
Year: 2021 Rating: 5.2

Beautiful They

Violet and Blue's youth collide in an early morning toke that leads to the ocean where connection stirs. What results is a tender, uplifting, queer surf-romance about the nuance of gender and the refuge found in being truly seen.

Sam's World poster
Year: 2024

Sam's World

Sam–a non-binary mid 20s sex worker–navigates romantic, sociality and an impending pregnancy-related decision over the course of a weekend in New York City.

The Many Lives of Kojin poster
Year: 2020 Rating: 5.4

The Many Lives of Kojin

In a first-person documentary, Diako Yazdani, a political refugee in France, returns to see his family in Iraqi Kurdistan and introduces them to a 23-year-old gay man from Kojin who seeks to exist in a society where he seems unable to find its place. With humor and poetry, the director delivers a moving portrait where the meetings of each other invite to a universal reflection on the difference.

IDENTITEAZE poster
Year: 2024 Rating: 8.3

IDENTITEAZE

Two strangers wake up in a mysterious white room with no way out or memory of their past. The two must unravel their identity while navigating a corporate metaverse that controls virtually every aspect of its employees’ online reality. A story about finding yourself.

Humans poster
Year: 2022

Humans

On the one hand, the multi-layered film functions as an autobiographical portrait of a non-binary person, but at the same time it presents the wide range of difficulties and joys that trans and non-binary people in the Czech Republic go through. The personal is political in this film, which is why the kaleidoscope of situations includes intimate conversations with their mother over fried schnitzels, shots from Ride of the Kings, costumed festivities in the Slovácko region, talking about their coming out around the fire, and serious topics of discriminatory Czech legislation regarding trans people. The informal character of the film is enhanced by authentic interviews and handheld camera footage accompanying the lives of the protagonists.

Divine Intervention poster
Year: 2024

Divine Intervention

To get the promotion of their dreams, a mischievous earth-bound angel must get two ex-best friends to finally admit their love to each other.

Wild Grass poster
Year: 2019 Rating: 1.0

Wild Grass

After all his unhappy experiences Aytug come to the turning point of his life. Either he refuses the life which society offers for him and will end his life, or choose to live as he wants and stand out against society's norms of ideal gender role.

My Brother is a Mermaid poster
Year: 2019 Rating: 6.0

My Brother is a Mermaid

A short film about the experiences of a non-binary teenager, as seen through the eyes of their 7-year old brother. Set in a desolate seaside town, the film fuses social realism with fairytale, as it examines how a child's innocence and unconditional love can be a powerful and disruptive force for good.

Streaming IPTV FAQ

Can I watch this title through IPTV?

Availability depends on your IPTV provider and the rights included in your subscription. This page uses TMDB data for discovery and does not host video content.